lalala..how was my day todae. hmm..ok ok lar. nothing much. hahahax..

hmm..readin period that time. that xia lan form teacher..kns. i reading my bio studying for the test..throw my book down the floor..asshole. then buay song..diao her..ask me do survey. anyhow tick..she also lan lan. knn..so rude. think she wat sia. bhb.

then bio test lo. quite difficult lar. flip through correct anot. found out i spell 'glycogen' wrongly. bloody hell. sian ji buan lor. kns. then went for P.E. raining. >.< mr tan say out the napfa results. i got silver. sian ji buan. because i got 2 for my sit and reach. then went to redo. get 46..? hahahaax..shuang shuang. after that zuo do lor. hai..alone walk around. the hall..the canteen. see hy and eeH in the hall like bai chi playing badminton. then hai..shuang le..so lame. went down sit in the canteen alone. so BORING lor!!! then recall last year. wah, me and jeremy everytime fool around. make fun of teachers. hais...it seems that this year i'm so alone in this class. =( then hai..sort of miss jeremy's companion bah. it was damn fun. let's recall wat we did last year.

2004:
hmm me and jeremy are..like to basturb pple. hahahaha. remember attend osman's lesson. then her ass so big. face both of us. we saw le bth..start to comment on it. hahahha..it was really interesting. wat le ar.. 5000, 9000, 10000. hahahaha..seems as if don't like wat. Hahahahahaha!!!! then he don't know tok wat shit. make me burst into laughter. then kenna kan by osman. hahahahahaha..!!!

most suay thing we got was..hmm, kenna caught by bernard. hahhaha..damn lame. we always go to toilet together everytime during the interval between change of lessons. hahaha..then walk walk..SAW BERNARD AT 3H there..!!! hahaha..i quickly..told jem..eh eh, don't look back bernard behind..walk straight and go toilet.hide. hahahaha..then go in..wah, PEACE!

hahaha..but unfortunately..he came in and catch both of us. wah lao eh..!!! so despo to catch us meh. we PEE-ING STILL WANNA CATCH US. BLOODY HELL. then i was making my hair then jeremy was peeing. hahahahhaa!!! then he come in. jeremy kia tio..!!! faster pee..!!! LOL!!! then ok..kenna bird ar wat.

"who give u permission to give both of u to come to the toilet? and why muss u two come in pair..? are u all girls or wat..?need protection..?" knn..lan lan lor. then i "smart"and evil. go say nadiah- the chairman let us come leh. hahahaha..then ask us go back to class..faster chiong back and tell nadiah to pak kak with us. lol!!! then bernard come into our class kan kan kan. after that kan nadiah also because allowing me and jeremy go to the toilet together. hahahaha!!! so suay. then i was listening..and my back was facing him. then he asshole. come in front of me say, "when i'm toking, somebody is not listening. Wu RuiCheng. -pause- ur brother study in this sch rite..? -pause- u are so much different from ur brother..." kns lar..of course i'm different lar. u think we twins ar. i smarter leh. i express he normal. lalalala..wat u wan..!!! hahahahaa!!!

hmm..still got wat..oh yah..! ahahaha..everytime..sci lesson, always kenna bird by mr lim. hahahaha..got one time mr lim call jeremy answer question...jeremy reply.."wat sia!" hahahahaha..then mr lim " wat sia sia huh" hahahahahah..si bei funny bth. then everytime we tok tok tok..is i start one. kenna scold become him. lol..!!! coz my basturb ability is far too much better than my best pal! hahahaha!!!

hmm..wanan go slp liao. lol..byex..!!! woo..sweet memories of 2004. =) jeremy u rox..! lol..

oh man..todae was a damn bad dae bah!!! went to sch todae..never saw dear in the morning. kaox, jy's dad never fetch them to sch. then somemore she says she may be late. so scare sia. kaox..dear late very scary one. will bin chao chao de.

came to sch. straight away copy some homework. hahahahax..study study..then vocab test lo. after that then blah blah blah..a-maths. quadratic equation..hai. die le..not strong enough liao. better start revising sia. hai..gonna do well for my mid-year. heard from nawal, the mid-year a-maths is very difficult. kaox..scary lo.

chinese..then to cheng's period. suckiest period bah. always give us worksheet.then ask me stand up for not following his instructions. kns. then also ask ask to write compo instead of the plan because the rest never write proper plan out. kaox..my class really sux sia. everytime wanna find trouble. can't be quiet one. fuckers man. then so childish. recess keep throwing paper balls into the bin. lame sia..wanna practise bball find me lar. asshole. who lose me shut the fuck up and stop throwing the paper balls lar. knn.

recess over still cheng two periods. then went for bio. so sian. too late could'nt see dear. hai..~ then come back also never kan dao. sian half. got back physics paper. get highest in class. woo..!!! so shuang. physics over is e-maths. got back the test paper also. got 16/20..!!! woo!!!! hahaha..not bad lar not bad lar. hy cannot hao lian his coordinate geometry liao. hahaha..coz i both questions get full. only lose marks at explainin the property of the triangles.

after sch..went to find dear. found out she stomachache till very jia lat. then hai..heart pain. my blood *splash splash* hahahaha. then try to flap for cab. and she went home. hai..so sorry could'nt pei u go home. tc k..? hai..then went home lo. study study study whole dae. till now. hais..tml still got geog test and chem test. need to score le. esp. chem my chem so sucks..always manage to pass only. i gonna do well this time.

hai..dear went to see doc. then hmm wat ar..weak and irritable intestine. indigestion. cannot eat chilli, milk products and don't know wat le. and never shit enough. hurhur..well, mus really take good care le. and everytime stomachache don't keep thinkin will die. i really very scared. i don't wanna lose you. >.< take good care bah. u will be fine. =) muackx..love you lots..!

yEahh..afternoon finally got to meet my dear..!!! even though it was'nt long but i was happy enough to see her. b4 that, i was so lonely..and it seems as if it was judgement day. it was so down..and i totally went blacken on the face.

before meetin dear, i was sadistic. lol. bin chao chao till don't know like wat. hmm, everyone says that u will find happiness when u are in love. i finally understand it. whenever i am down or unhappy, u'll always be there cheer me up. and after a few moments, i got back my smile. i don't know how in the bluee hell u did it. but u jus got the magic to make me smile. i was so bad mood today..but it jus erase off when i saw u. i mus say..you're my everything. u got the magic to control me. the magic of love. the sight of me..blanked my mind and can only think of the beautiful moments we had. it jus so wonderful that it may not even be erased from my heart. Right now, i find that u are the girl i wan to be with. you are the one and only one. stay by my side..and don't escape. i'm locking you up in my heartt..always be there for me. for i wan ur magic whenever i need you..

i love you dear. good luck for ur upcoming mid-year. hope we both score well and have a nice break during the hols. let's work hard for our goals.. =) 24 april 2005, 11.02pm. 4 months we been together. 4 months of happiness in my life. i jus live in you.

hai..alone at home. it can be a wondeful thing but it was'nt at all. bro and sis working. mum went out to dance. left a pathetic kid on his own studyin for his exam.

it was suppose to be a special day. which does'nt seems special to me in anyway. i'm alone at this home. with no one cares and on my own today. how worse is it going to be in the later part of the day..?

totally moodless. sux. a 24 day.
pathetic. lonely. bad. empty.

wOoOo..!!! today went out with dear to bugis, then go tm. so shuang.

wake up early in the morning call her and ask jennifer got pangseh her mah. hahahax..after tat don't have..ok then go back to slp again. coz todae no need go training. hehe..go see doc. =x wake up at 9 again..sms dear find out where she is. hahahaax..btu still at a-maths. erm 9.30 like that go down makan breakfast with her. hehe..shuang ar..after that pei dear take bus. then go home. reach home le..straight away meet mum at hse void deck and go see doc.

see doc..say my knee very weak especially the vein. and have to drink more milk powder..drink less cold water. then wah, he say mus zhen jiu..to improve faster. then i hestitate..then aiya..heck ar..sacrifice a bit..then he poke two on my leg. instance sharp pain to my leg..and it was damn suan and pain. then he taught me some excerises..to strengthen my knee. after that went home chiong homework.

after tat..tell my mum finish load of homework le wanna go out. hahaha..jus nice she chattin on the phone with auntie. lol..then say.."go where..??" then tell my auntie "my son wanna go meet girl already lar" hahahaha..wth..~

after that 2.30 went off and meet dear..hehe. then i was late. and dear was early this time round..!!! *round of applause* chEErs!!! hahahahaa..!!! then went to bugis..walk walk. so sian..then took photos. hehe..got one mus XXXcensoredXXX hahahaha. then walk walk..go back to tamp to makan. hahaha..after tat saw hy and yd. then di siao hy..coz his curry chicken is there also. but with her parents. lol...then hy hao lian to me..yesterdae match song bo. kns..uu good lar..hao lian lar. i one man still better than u lar. u come lick my ass lar. =x after that send dear home..then go home.watch tv..the 5566 one. damn lame sia. hahahaha..after that come online..wOoO..!!!

tml 24 le. yeah.!!! it will be..4 months? hahahax..even though 4 months is still consider short..but it is very very fun bah..!!! it seems very very wonderful..hahax..hmm, hopes this relationship can last for eternity. rofl..~ yeah..

love you lots...

Hmm..todae a rather sucky day..? hai..during training was really shit. startin warm up warm up..then mr wong say run around the sch..warm up the body. then thought aiya..1 round nia..somemore slow jog..no kick lar. tmd!!! i was wrong, damn wrong! after running he told us to run 2.4km !!! i O.O no!!! =x then hai..run run lo. then chiong three rounds. hahahaha..starting, hy, yd, km all chiong together. end up i last man standing. lol..jk jk jk..bloody fooker lor, the mr wong. wah liew, thought got timing then run run run..don't know how fast..if 8mins + then song ar. after 2.4km. rest a while..get ready for sprinting. mr wong say sprint one round below the timing of 2min 20secs can rest no need run one more round.

Hmm..then i ran with team 1. got razif, hy, ganesh, yd and somemore don't know who. hahahax..then chiong all the way ar..till the side gate there..thighs and leg muscle start to cramp. but mus bear in mind..if below 2mins 20secs..i can rest..so push myself over the limit. chiong dao siao..came in at 2mins 15secs. reach main gate whole thighs and leg cramp dao siao..groan like siao sia. then wah, relax a while..finally ok ok..then slowly walk back to bball court. hahaa..on the way, another mr wong[this mr wong nt handsome one old old de] then ask me am i the one who beat shaiwal in 100m. hahahaha. reply him a yes and tell him my timing..tmd give me shock face. don't think malays are always the best ar..u think chinese cannot ar. then all the soccer players outside there askin me.."eh boy, u beat shaiwal ar..?" lol..like cannot meh? wazz ur prob.

after that go to bball court straight away peng on the ground and rest. then they come back and train then wah, faster wake up train with them. tmd, head giddy like siao. but aiya..wanna train train as a team ar..mai kay lan like who..? J....hahahhaa. don't wanna say..after that giddy make some blunders..rest my mind and focus. after tat tok to myself. hahaha.."wanna train..give out my best if not don't train" then ok steady i wanna train then give all out. hahahaax..but later part of the training was terrible bah. lost my cool. wah, like so long le..now lose out. hai..because teammates are making me running contiunously non-stop till i bth. then fucked up and shouted at them. hai..then everyone saw it. hai..it was so ugly..but i could'nt hold on anymore. my knee is pain and they all not taking any chances at all..and the opponents gettin more arrogant. dulan le, i one-man lor. then get back a bit..then ok fine i distribute. after that very tired le. i heck care liao.

after that had a good talk with mr tan and a good talking from coach.ok fine. my fault. i got nothing to say. then faster rush off to meet dear after ttraining. but meet a while nia. hai..sian. come home do homework..till 10 come online. hahahax.

tml finally can see doc on my knee. hope it will be fine bah. mus pray hard. hmm, but have to skip u-15 training. hai, coach i did'nt really mean it. i'm jus very unhappy in the team and could'nt express myself very well in the team. my attendance for u-15 really sux alot..but mid-year coming i gonna focus i score well. i have to. then i can get some rewards..which is? maybe more freedom bah..hope so. nite blog. hahaha..first time say gd nite to my blog. =s eyes is gettin weak. gonna stop le bth.

wOoOo..today was quite shuang bah!! sports day, can go home early. weEeE..went home fast change change then go mit xiao at bbt. then went to century square makan. thought can watch samara. but end up cannot. too late le..then sian ji buan le. went to xiao house. wOoOoo..hmm, go house zuo bo at first..hahahax. then after that had fun bah. hahahahax...

got aura..!!! then went to stadium with my dear. thought we are late. hahahaha..so kia kia. heng ar..never late. hahahax.reach le..go kope shiva's spike. kekeke.. hmm, then get ready to run for my 100m bah. before go run go find dear..hahax..till i late for report. haahahahahax..hmm, was kind of stress. on my left - guowei. on my right- shaiwal. so stress seh. then heck ar..jus ran. and got 1st. so shuang. manage to beat shaiwal. stunt the crowd..? ahahahahax...coz shaiwal suppose to be the best sprinter. after 100m chiong back prepare for 200m. then 200 le..start run. hai..ran out of energy. lost to shaiwal. hai..but manage to get 2nd. not bad lo. but had to pay a price. my hands went numb and cramp. bth sia..after that..my butt went cramp also. wth..and had a good rest after tat. chat chat with dear. but did i really had a good chat..? don't know bah.

felt i neglected her the whole sports day. damn. so sorry. u stomachache i still went to find my friends never pei you. after that, end le. went to find dear. she's still stomachache. hai..even get so much things, i am still not very statisfy. =( then hai..don't know wat to do. i'm always useless when u are stomachache. i jus could'nt do anything to brighten you up..lessen ur pain. so sorry. hmm, send dear home. still pain till now. mus take good care le. u pain i also pain. my knee cap will be alright bah. maybe need to rest well. so sorry to make u so concerned over me. really appreciated it. i will take care of myself. i know where is my limit bah. hai, u also mus take care le dear. ur tummy. try going see a doc. i know u would'nt that's why i got nothing to say. but hope u try it out.

i'll be fine so are you. =) i will try my best to take care of myself. you have to too. seein u in pain..really makes me feel useless could'nt share ur pain and my heart will become luan luan. anyway, thanks for ur aura. i love you. u're mine and nothin gonna take it away. cheer up and get well soon. wanna see ur cheerful smile again. =)

go away. vanish into thin air. escapes from reality. u can say so. but i jus could'nt stand my jail life. i wanna leave..escape.

i should have gone away from this home. long long time ago. to a far far land. no one cares and nothin to bother.

stayin in this home...always bring me problems and nothing else. it is jus problems, more problems and even more problems.

one day, i really wanna leave this house. is it worth it..?

i jus wanna go out relax myself. i have no wrong. stop ur fucking naggin

if i were to leave this "jail" one day, it was you that compel me to do so

i am tolerating..i could'nt hold it any longer. you jus really really sux big time

now i'm tokin to you nicely, u fuckin hell jus would'nt give in.

pls pls..do something about it. i don't wanna live anymore. no point.

bill bill bill phone bill..$40+ and u damn hell fuck me up.

is there something u can shut ur bloody mouth about.?

I
Wanna
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CCb..wazz ur fucking problem. everytime go out. wanna fuck me up. wazz IS waT IS UR FUCKING PROBLEM..!!! I have NO WRONG IN GOING OUT WITH MY FRIENDS. I JUS WANNA GO OUT. CAN'T U JUS LET ME GO.

I HAVE NOTHING BUT A FUCKING BITCH IS RIGHT NOW LIVING IN MY HOUSE AND TAKING OVER MY FUCKING LIFE. I TELL YOU BITCH, U SUX AND FUCK OFF..! I HATE THIS HOUSE. NO USE LIVING IN. NOTHING IS INTERESTING EXCEPT THOSING FUCKIN NAGGIN WHILE I AM ABSOLUTELY NO WRONG AT ALL!

FUCK YOU BITCH. I HATE MYSELF IN THIS HOUSE

WoOo..i finally got back my phone!!! yeah..!!! nokia pple really work fast man..!!! i don't have to suffer anymore liao. lol..!! went to nokia and collect my phone after that meet xiao a while. complain to me someone bully her. wth..i know how u felt..but try to control it ar. this world is full of basturbs and bitches. no choice..the girl who bully you is jus a petty bitch..uncivilised..and last of all, her mum did'nt teach her proper manner. u see..pple bully you..does'nt mean u have to hit them back rite..? we use our mouth don't use our fist..."Jun zi dong kou, bu dong shou" we are high class pple, we have a capable mouth of making sacarsity remarks at this kind of bitch.

Jus try to cool down..forget about it over a day.

Hai..tml sports day le. feeling kind of jittery. got to run 4 events tml..2 trouphies, 2 medals. i gonna try my very best to have them all. hai..but don't know why. will my knee be affected..? tml better warm up properly. if not strain my hamstring..that's the end of my season for bball le. mus take good care of myself. later ma dear sad again. hahahaax..

HmmM...i woke up although not tired physically but in my heart. hai..could'nt slept well last nite. 1 day not chattin on the phone. can't imagine wat will happen the next few days until i got back my phone. hais..i could'nt slp well at nite, could'nt call my dear early in the morning to listen to her voice. my morning is a total blank till the moment i met her in sch. but it was'nt very long. =(

todae went quite smoothly bah. got back some test papers. did well for them. after sch hai..boring part come le. i bio bu gou!!! wth..!!! after that went to mit sim city..about inter sch track and field..then tok tok tok. tell him i don't wanna be in Team A. not comfortable. hais..then went to train..after that meet my dear!!! yeaH..!!! cHeeRs!!!! walk walk a while and send her home. hais..that's the end of it.

omg..i wan my phone back quick. could'nt stand that few minutes of loneliness. i wanna chat with you on the phone wanna msg you wanan everything you. lol...!!! those were the days. i wan it back to the day it was..i could'nt stand it. i can't fall asleep without you by my side in ma dreams..! its hard to slp well without hearin ur voice. and it would'nt inspiree me to do anything early in the morning without hear ur voice too. lol... ya jus ma everything u know, gal..?

todae woke up at 830 answer that stupid tutor's call. wah lao, every sundae early in the morning call me say wan tution earlier. wth sia. Everytime 930 930 end up coming l15mins late. si bei sian sia. ask him teach me e-maths variations. then do mid year paper. tmd, keep kenna suan by him. asshole. he end up doing wrong. hahahaha, need me to correct him somemore. rofl..!

then afternoon go meet xiao study~ weeEEe...most shuang le.wahahahaha..but she tummyache. sad...then help bro borrow romance of the three kingdom. then went to airport to study with xiao. lol..on the buss keep playing. hahaha..don't know why. everytime go out will di siao each other. hahahaha..machiam kids like that. hahahaha..no no. shows that we are cute. hahahahah..!! =x go macdonald..do do do half way. sian ji bua le. don't wanna do. hahahahax..after that send ma dear home. then aiya..wo bao bao bu gou..hehe..hahaha..then go mit mum go repair phone. came across a bitchy lady in the shop. can't stand it. and one couple also. tmd..hug and hug non-stop and keep kissing. make me $%@$#^$#@#%. i also wan sia. hai..but cannot le. =( nvm..finish dealin with my phone go shop shop and makan. after that go home.

so sad. hp send for repair. can't live without it. hai..can't msg ma dear can't chat till midnite le. =( so sorry dear, u got to bear with it. hai..hmm, lazy to go on le. hahahhax..

kipmun thanks for ya LONELY!!! i'm deeply in love with it.

wOoOO..todae wake up at 7.45. So tired!!! @.@ Then wonderin wanna pong teng trainin anot. Coz jian liang also never go le. then super tired sia, wake up nia whole body ache. Hahahax..but aiya..go lar go lar. After that can go meet xiao. Hahahaax..then sian sina lar..every sat alone go training. =(

reach le, not much pple come..then more pple come start to train le. Doing dribbling, and run tactic. Tmd..that stupid coach say i never shoot all in..ass sia. my knee pain leh, how to jump shot..kaox!~ but heck lar try my best and finally got to put more in le. At the end of training, train shootin..hot AR~ took merely 5 mins and got the required baskets in. WaHahAA...then come home, ask can watch movie mah..mum neh neh de. tok so much craps to psycho me. then fine lor..don't watch..bin chao chao.

Hmm, meet xiao at mrt..then go makan makan. Oh Yah..!!! OWe xiao the drink. Hahahaha!!! then buy old chang kee after that send her home. WoOoO..shuang le. =x hug till shuang. =x hmm, 230 like that then go home le. =( se bu de seh. Hmm, then rush home coz a bit late.

wAh..todae chao ji shuang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After almost more than a week, finally le~!!! WEeEeE..!!! Hahahahax..Todae shuang sia..assembly. Get prize go to gallery. Can bio dao i shuang si le!! Hahahahha..~ Then stand till tired go to the back and sit on jin kuang's lap? Hahahhaax..After sch go walk walk a while..go home get moneey and go makan with ma deAr. HeHeEe..then go walk walk around sch..take MY VIDEO!!! $#%!#$%!#% HenG ar..back view. Muahahahax..=s Then go home le..get changed get ready for bball.

BbAll sian le. knee aching. Then go bball sian sian de. But the shuang thing is after bball can see xiao. Wahahahaha..ok ok looking forward to it. Lol..!!! Bball..do some drills bah. Neh neh..tan ask me to stretch out leg further. I tak bo lek lar. My knee lar..after that tell him. Ask me to rest more but how sia. Alamak..then say i sprint on sports day mus take great care. BlaH blAh BlaH..Hahahaax..then wah, knee more pain then slack slack le. Lol..nearly jump overr jerome. Hahahaha.."I believe i can fly" KeKe..=x but knee more pain. LoL..wth~Then kuku de..play match..bang onto charles. SiEh..Hahahhaa..

After training chiong bbt..lOl..~ Then buy soursop. WoOoO..Then mus go home le. Sian ji Buan..Not enough seh. Lol..!!! Hope tml can bah. Hehehe..

WoOooOo...ma deAR got gold seh. Ai seh Ai Seh.!!! Hahahhaax..~ Good lar. Your hardword paid off..i'm happy to see that u are happy with ur result. Told ya u can one lar. Haiyoh..kia kia. Hahaha but is normal lar. First time. First batch to get gold seh. Mus be si bei honoured. Whole dunmanties respect u all lar. Hahahhaa..!!! Wish tat i can be there to share ur joy seh..but could'nt...sad REal Sad!

Hmm..knee is weakning liao. =( hope it will be fine bah. Sian lo. Todae so tiring. No aura keep me awake. Hahahax..Then PE sian diao sia!!! PLay soccer..then kick the ball too hard then miss kick the air. Strain the knee. Tmd..then sian ji buan. after that do sit and reach get C Hahahax..few cm to B. Hahaha..wanan retake pull up and sit and reachh. HeHe...Hmm...lazy to update longer le. Hehe..Xiao..Good wor golD! HeHE.. JiA yOu! MuaCkx!

Xiao..tml SYF le wor. Relax chill down. I repeat many times but still have to say it. Focus on wat u should focus at the time and not to think about the outcome. Make up for ur mistakes. Believe in urself. I believe in you. Ya can do it.

No matter wat..don't be too sad bah. There will always be an another chance. but have to wait quite long time..? Well, jus do wat u are supposed to do. Don't stress urself too much..? Relax..and all the best tml! Jia YoU.!!! mUaCKX!!! aura? =x lovE yA

HoOhOoo..!!! Todae napfa test. Sian ji buan seh. Can't get gold because of my sit and reach. Hai..there goes my 4 years streak gold. So sad.. =( All 5 sia except pull-up and sit and reach. But heck lar..Then change into jersey at bball court. some ass girls. Down there kaopei..."free show free show" fook you lar..let u see my free show? FO lar. Strip and let you see. I mus be a dumb fool!

Then train train shooting..still normal bah. Now changin the style again. Coz everytime when holdin the bball that time my palm and the bball no gap. Now tryin to leave some space and shoot using fingers. but felt a bit weird..but practise makes perfection. I can do it! after that rain then go gym..train train my muscles..Hahahaha..~ then saw xiao. Then i half naked. lol!! but heng ari got cover my two dots..! Hahahahaha!!! train train..then bernad come..she suay suay tio kan. i sian half.hahahaha...~ then went to eat noodle at bbt. Dont' know who eat till the lips like sasuage. ahahahaha..~

After that go home le do that stupid SS. Do till dulan. Finally finish read up geog and came online.

Fucking hell. I'm down with english remendial again..!!! Jus could'nt get it why am i down with this bullshit again!!! Tmd..me english b3 -69 Still need to go!!! Other classes all lousier no need to go. wTF sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whole term mus stay back on mondae and go for that stupid remendial. KnN..!!! Don't know why todae whole dae very very tired. Keep sleeping. HehE..kenna caught by Cheng. Tmd -.-''' Suay siao then lt and jasmin down there. " Lai LAi~" lan lan lor.

So bu shuang been in the remendial and went late for it todae. Lol..heck care lar. Last time is miss farah now is don't know wat madam zalinah. Sian ji buan. Go in nia tio kan by her. Lol..~ Say i so late then come and about to end le. Like i wanan come like that. So useless sia that stupid thing. After that remendial, go bball court..keep psycho-in yd and hy go classroom do hw. Then can msg at the same time. Lol..! But all don't wan. KnN..~ then lan lan lor. Watch high jump heats. Fikri get first, ym second. Not bad lar..Basketball one..HeHe..!! That stupid benjamin keep askin me to jump and pull the ring..say two hands. KnN..say cannot..leg pain then say i cannot touch. Bu shuang, then jump and let him admire. Lol..!!! End up strainin own knee. Fuck sia. Stupid and kam lan. =x after that went to do chem wk. Hahaha..then tok tok a bit xin shi with yd and hy. Lol..keep sayin myself a basturb. Hahahha..something is wrong up in my mind.

Was about to go to bbt le..then never saw xiao. Call her then xia su lin sia. Walk back to sch again. Find her..console console. =x Scary le. Eyes red red like that. Nose red red. Wah piang..see liao. My heart "pi pa la kio! ClaCk!" HEHE..after that rush home..eat dinner..miracle sia. Eat dinner so early. Then chiong hw..and that fuckin knee keep disturbin me. hai..make me frustrated. Wah, then another sad story pop up. Tsk tsk tsk. Hai..don't know really know you that well lar..but i write a piece of advice here? Lol..don't know you going to see mah.

Well, this kind of thing is really hurting bah. But is that guy's fault. Don't know wazz his mind is up to. But hopes u give this up bah. No use one. That guy is really too much bah. Like foolin around looking for some "new clothes" to put on. Ya still young, there's much more oppotunity out there. Much better ones are out there for you to get it. it all lies on ur decision. Get over it fast and recover it quick bah. Put it aside first..concentrate on studies. No one can help you rite now. You maybe devastated..? it is normal..but when u calm down chill down and think about it..he's not worth crying for..? Hmm, guess say too much le. Hahahax..better stop here.

Hmm..tml got combine sch training..track and field. Knee still not ok. Wonder will it hurts when i sprint.. =( Jus pray hard it will be fine. My dreams and my life lies on my knees.

Today was so colourless. Did'nt get to see xiao bah. Whole afternoon stuck at home. Hai..was so despo so see xiao. Lol..but don't know how. Sian ji buan. Later qing ming jie, mus go temple. Mum ka chiong spider sia. Bth..bo tai bo ji anyhow scold. Wah piang..then reach le..go bai bai my dad and ah gong. Then wait wait wait wait till 6 then start the prayers. Tmd..so long sia!!! Me wanna slp seh. Knn..~ super long. Before that listen to my cousin crap. Hahaha..lame sia. Say i among my bro and one of my close cousin i most shuai. Rofl..~ Then say i go matchmaking. -.-''' One lao char bor wan me. Bth..say wat 45years old. But say i lookin for girlfriend not mother nor ahma. Hahahax..buay tahan. I no need girlfriend lar. Got one liao. Muahahahaha...=x come home chiong some homework then watch NKF. No 5566. Sad ar..Haahahax..eatin dinner that time damn lame. I shoot MnM into sis's drink. Rofl..then she throw into mine. I throw into my bro's then my bro's to my cousin. Bth..hahaha!! Ma chiam pass bayton.

Todae damn damn colourless. All black and white. Keke..coz never see who..? Hahahahax..still got who. =x Tml mus bio dao shuang shuang..!!! =x but don't know can mah. Hai..hope for a rainbow day..!! WooT! I miss you till i go berserk.

So bored~~~~!!! Going out soon. So sian. Can't go out with xiao todae. So suay. Sunday afternoon.. -.-''' it is boring!!! Hai..~

first part of the day sux like hell..!! =x hai, wake up early go training. Don't know why everytime wake up early go that stupid U-15 training. I don't have the passion to go lor. Jus like i'm forced to go. =( so tired very very exhausted. then knee also gone case. Still need to see that bloody coach face. -.-'''

Reach liao..still very sleepy..then thought no trainin coz the main entrance no light. Suay suay the door can open. tmd. training really very sux lor. kenna kan by him so many times. knn, i sleepy mah..blur blur a bit will die meh. kaox..so fed up lor. Then suay suay bang onto teamamte, hurt left knee. this fucking dulan...after that i bin chao chao liao. lucky he never kan me again, if not i rebel liao. =x i was really really so unhappy in the team. don't know why. I wanna step down soooner or later. but i am afraid that i can't play in BAS tournament anymore. Hai............i'm suffering

Hmm..don't know wat happen. jus felt that my phobia is back again. hai..fuck sia. try to stop thinkin too much but could'nt haix...past relationship really leave a scar behind. a terrible scar that it can never be removed. out of a sudden it jus fall back into my mind. it was fine at first..but the scar is gettin deeper and deeper. nothing help but to think of it. i should trust wat i have now..i'm tryin my best. my mind..is spinning, spinning and spinning..will there be a stop?

don't know wazz the fucking prob with this blog. hai..i type so much yet there is an error. wtf..i will make it short.

xiao, i don't know wat happenin to u rite now. i msg you, you did'nt reply. don't know are you sleeping or feeling very sick rite now. or seeing doctor. but can you do me a small favour reply me..? i relaly know wazz wrong. i know it mus be ur stomach. i wanna know wazz wrong i really wanna know..i'm startin to imaginin things. my mind is in a mess. i jus did'nt do wat i should do. i don't know wazz fuckin up in my head. i'm jus sorry. i know i can't be there for you but my heart does. pls pls..reply..i will be waitin for it. jus tc lots..hai..so devastated and ma heart is splittin apart so does my knee. hope nth happenes to you. it will be the best.

i will be waitin for ur reply..

Wahh...so bored..!!! Online no one to chat de. Wu suo shi si. =( todae fridae..all my friends not in..wah piang..todae during sch..hmm, hai hao bah. Got back result slip did fairly well. 3As, 3Bs, 1C. Lol...that stupid combine humanites..Tmd. If not all my results quite swee liao. =x at 1230 was the stupid assembly. Very very lame..! Those stupid acts and that "cute" little guy down there really "acting". Appearance is cute but inside is digusting. See liao..*Pui* After assembly, found Xiao. Tmd..play april fool on me. I was really really shocked. Then once she said it, i kept thinkin..wat did i do wrong?! Lol..!!! Then wah..straight away very sad. Then she come out one chocolate. "April fool" LAN LAN lor..! After that heard that curry chicken also wanan play prank. Lol..!!! But hum..don't dare. Then Xiao go makan sakae. I go makan chicken rice. Lol...then eat eat..chat chat..then yean meng not bad sia. Come and sweet-talk me? Lol..!!! Lazy to go on........

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